Hello! 2017 is slowly coming to an end and I have been reflecting on the year already. Let me tell you what I was thinking: 2017 was a shitty year for me, like really. I felt sick most of the time, which was scary and tiring. I spent a loooooot of time seing doctors, made lots of tests and in the end... nothing! We still don't know what's wrong with me. Fortunately I feel better recently, the worst months (the period between march and june was especially awful) are behind me!
Anyway, so as I said I have been reflecting on the year and I told myself that of course there was some really bad stuff going on but also really happy things! And I wanted to write an entry about the happy ones then!
Let's have a 'happy me' picture from last summer first!
- I travelled the world again and went to many events!
I was lucky enough to be able to travel a lot in 2017 again! I even started the year by visiting Vienna with my mother, which is one of my absolute favourite cities! I swear if my German wasn't that bad I would totally move there!
In march, I also went back to Japan and I managed to enjoy it even if this is exactly when I started to feel sick. I wasn't able to eat for days, but I love Japan so much and was so happy to be able to spend time with friends and with my brother's family-in-law that it was all worth it! I visited Tokyo again of course, but also went to Osaka for the first time which I really loved! I definitely want to go back to explore Osaka more as I only had a short weekend there.
Visiting the Angelic Pretty shop in Osaka was a dream come true! Read about it here!
I also travelled to Paris for the Angelic Pretty Tea Party and visited Disneyland with my dear friend Marie-Lou for the first time of my life! Hope we can do that again in 2018 because it was the best trip ever!I love how easy things are with Marie-Lou! She is such an easy-going and caring girl! I enjoyed every moment we had together in Paris, even the ones when we were just litterally lying in bed watching stupid videos on Youtube!
And in August I went to London all by myself to attend Dream Masquerade Carnival event. I was at first a bit disappointed to go alone, but it made me realize that I actually love to travel alone! I could meet with lots of old and new friends which definitely added magic to the trip!
I was also especially happy to spend this two-days event with Rosalynn! It reminded me of 2013 when we went to so many events together. I have so many happy memories with her! I was a bit afraid to not be able to as close to her as I used to be, but she is the kindest person on earth and she helped me have a really great time (and I hope I did too for her in some ways!)
- I finally met Kira Imai, one of my favourite illustrators!
I can now happily say that I met with all my favourite artists (John Howe, Alan Lee, Range Murata and Kira Imai then). And Kira Imai is such a sweetheart that I will dearly keep the moment I met her in my heart! I also proudly to give her one of my original paintings too and she seemed genuinely happy about it! She even posted it on one of her Instagram stories!
I will cherish this pic for the rest of my life ♥
Illustration I gave to Kira Imai as a gift!
- I lost a lot of weight!
This one is a bit tough. I feel better in my body now that I can say I lost more than 17kg, but knowing that I lost so much weight because I was feeling sick and wasn't able to eat anymore is a bit conflicting. I have a BMI of 22.1 now which is healthy and perfectly normal, but I didn't ask for it and I really felt like I was going to die so I wouldn't want to go through all of that again. Though, I am more confident now and I can wear Lolita clothes that I couldn't before (Yay for non-shirred OP and skirts! And for Emily Temple Cute dresses!) That's definitely a highlight and I wouldn't want to go back to my old weight again (and don't worry, I eat normally again and I'm closely looked after by doctors).
Only downside: I had to buy new clothes as they were all 2 sizes too big now! Haha. But I love shopping, so.... xD
October 2016 me VS november 2017 me.
When I see all the pictures where I am smiling with friends, it really makes me think that 2017 wasn't such a bad year in the end, uh? I am blessed to have precious friends who always manage to cheer me up! I am also lucky enough to be able to travel, enjoy my hobbies and passions, have a loving family and a job that I like!
This will be quite a short entry, but a happy and important one for me! Today I went to Ladurée with 3 of my best friends to celebrate my birthday (which was actually yesterday, but it doesn't matter!)
Back in March, when I was in Tokyo, I bought my very first Leur Getter dress: the Strawberry Party Cami JSK in blue. I had never worn it as I wanted to wait for a special occasion and today was the day! I really really really love this dress, it's one of my favourite as it's super casual and comfy, but still the print is super gorgeous and detailed! Leur Getter is growing more and more on me and I'll definitely buy more of their designs in the future!
My outfit is very simple in the end, as I didn't even wear a petticoat (I don't really think the dress is designed for a petti anyway) but I think simplicity is what works the best for me! I got the super lovely Liz Lisa bag yesterday as a gift from my mother and I already adopted it: it's pretty and big so I can put all of my stuff in it!
Isn't that bag the cutest? I looooove the pompom! ♥
So I met at Geneva's station with my friends Rebecca, Marie-Lou and Arisa to go to Ladurée together! I wanted to take some pictures of our outfits first, but weather was terrible (cold and rainy...) so we just went there right away! Fortunately, there were plenty of free tables so we could sit right away! The waiter brought the menues and we could choose our drinks and pastries... and what a hard choice! So many delicious things! In the end, I took an Ispahan, 4 macarons and an Eugénie tea (named after the French Empress) and let me tell you that everything was DELICIOUS! I was even happier to get a blackcurrent and violet macaron which is my favourite one ever, but as it's a seasonal flavour it's not always available...
That pastry is a dream!
We simply spent the afternoon enjoying our drinks and food while chatting and laughing together. I love my friends so much, they are the best and just talking with them was so much fun! They also gave me the most beautiful gifts and Marie-Lou even had a bouquet for me :') I love to get flowers! I couldn't have asked for a better way to spend my birthday with friends, so thank you very much Rebecca, Marie-Lou and Arisa! I love you all ♥
I recently fell in love with a new Angelic Pretty print: Lovely Shopping! I first saw it during Dream Masquerade Carnival fashion show, where a lovely model was wearing the JSK in red. I had no more informations about it at the moment, but I already really liked the print!
Back home, I discovered there would be a grey version of the print and I was sold! I love grey, it is one of my favourite colours ♥ and it's a pity we don't see it more often in Lolita fashion, especially in Sweet Lolita! I was first going to buy the regular JSK, but fell in love with the cutsew OP in the end. I also took the matching headbow and crew socks!
As soon as I got the dress, I planned a (simple) outfit and wanted to wear it right away! No need to say that the dress is GORGEOUS and I love the print so much! It features many things such as keychains, hand mirror, love letters, roses, hearts, cosmetics, shopping bags, etc. It is really everything I love and as quite a retro vibe that I like too! And did I tell you how comfortable this OP is?! I swear it's like wearing pajamas!!!
I had a nice autumn walk in Geneva's botanical garden and it was the perfect occasion to take some pictures! I like the contrast between the cactus and my outfit! Haha!
My favourite picture of the day ♥
Do you like Lovely Shopping? Did you get it yourself? What is your favourite colourway? Tell me more! ♥
Second day of Dream Masquerade Carnival event! It was tea party day of course! I was way less tired fortunately and also way less stressed. I woke up quite early again and patiently waited in my hotel room until it was time to get dressed for the tea party. My outfit was quite simple, so I had plenty of time to get prepared. I wanted to wear my Dressy Rose JSK for this event since the tickets were released last April, so I sticked to my first idea. The theme of my outfit was "British rose garden" with yellow and red accessories. I even made the fascinator myself,decorated with roses and daisies! I was quite happy with this outfit as I love retro-themed outfits, but I felt a bit uncomfortable though as this dress has quite a lot of cleavage. Haha! I sometimes can't believe it's an actual Angelic Pretty print, so different from what they usually do!
I arrived early to the venue (which I had some difficulties to find... stupid Google Maps showed me a totally different place!!!), but many Lolitas wre already waiting outside, including Rosalynn and her parents! I quickly joined her and we waited together. After a while, we were invited to go inside to wait in a small room. I was a bit stressed at that moment because the waiting room filled quite quickly and felt crowded. After my ticket was checked, I was hoping to feel a bit more comfortable in the tea party room, but this one was actually also really crowded! Too many tables and chairs and it was quite difficult to move around. The room was amazing though!
Such a fancy place! Perfect for a tea party!
Rosalynn could enter before me so she kept a seat for seat and I myself kept a seat for my friend Pom who wanted to join us! I was so happy to be with Pom, she is a cutie! I am glad we could spend more time together on sunday as we didn't have time to talk much on saturday.
There were lots of gifts waiting for us on the tables, but it was a bit messy and confusing. I didn't really get what I could take, but we all had a cute Angelic Pretty badge and a fan saying 'I said no picture' (which was honestly the best gift ever! Haha) for sure. I also grabbed some postcards I think. The food was already served too and there was plenty: sandwiches, scones, pastries, etc. The sandwiches were delicious and actually, at the very end of the tea party Pom and I went to grab all the leftovers at other tables! Hahaha (we also basically ate all the watermelon which was left... but that would have ben a pity to throw it away as it was also delicious!)
I love the badge! It would go so well with my British Crown JSK!
While everybody was coming in (we were quite a lot so that took time!) I went around and spotted Maki & Asüka at the head table! I went to say hi and to give them some Swiss chocolates too. I asked for a picture again and they were kind enough to accept! I'm always so happy to have a picture with them! Since 2010, I already had my picture taken with them dozens of time but it makes me really happy everytime ♥
I also managed to have a pic with Asüka later :)
The tea party hadn't officially started yet and Rosalynn and I were still roaming around, when we suddenly spotted BABI & Kaie from Triple Fortune doing some Kabedon again!!! I TOTALLY WANTED TO BE KABEDON-ED and Rosalynn too of course, even if she already had a glorious kabedon the day before. It was a... surprising experience! Rosalynn took pictures of course, but I totally hate my face on them so I will keep them private (sorry... ^^''''''''') but doing Kabedon with Triple Fortune definitely is an achieved goal!
I think we then went back to our table. We were wlecomed by the Tea Party Club and we were immediately asked to go outside to have the group picture taken. I think we were all a bit frustratd as we were quite hungry and wanted to start eating! Haha. It was quite a thing to take a proper group picture. So many people to fit in one small frame. The photographer did an amazing job though and the picture is great!
Now we could eat! FINALLY! I was starving! I ate all my sandwiches, a scone with jam and clotted cream and a chocolate pastry. I think we spent quite a lot of time talking with Pom and Rosalynn and then just went around to take more pictures with friends! I am glad we had a lot of free time! It didn't feel rushed and we had plenty of time to talk with the guests.
I will just now post some of my favourite pictures of the day with amazing girls!
I love this picture of Maki! She looks genuinely happy!
Gorgeous Pom! I loved her outfit ♥
Hello perfection: Marlessa & Cadney ♥
And I met with Lea again of course! ♥
After a while, it was raffle time! No confusion this time, the raffle went pretty smoothly (except I think for someone who actually won the exact prize he actually donated for the raffle! That was funny! Haha!), but I didn't win anything... Rosalynn did though! She won the cutest Swimmer jewel case ever! I think she was quite happy with her prize!
Soooooooo many prizes!
Then, the guest went to choose their favourite coordinations of the day. I think they all chose with their hearts and the winners were all gorgeous in their own style! ♥
Then, we all had some kind of emotional moment as the Tea Party Club officially stated this would be their very last event. I was abit shocked as I had been dreaming for years to go to one of their events and now that I finally could, it would be the last. But in the other hand, I was happy to be there to share those special moments with them. They did an amazing job, for the whole Lolita fashion community worldwide and they made many on my dreams come true during that weekend! So thank you very much Tea Party Club for all your hard work!
All the guests: Triple Fortune, Angelic Pretty, Rose Marie Seoir and Kira Imai!
... And I am only posting this picture because of Asüka's face! XD
The tea party was now officially over, but we still could stay a bit in the room. I went around again to take pictures (it's always a bit hard to lave after a great event....) and eat watermelon with Pom as I said earlier! Haha.
We then went outside where Rosalynn's parents were waiting. We chatted for a bit and they were kind enough to invite me for dinner. I had to decline though as I was dead tired and just wanted to go back to my hotel as I was starting to feel dizzy. But honestly, can I just adopt Rosalynn's family? They're like the kindest people on earth ♥♥♥
After saying goodbye and taking some final pictures, I went on my way back to the hotel. It was quite an adventure as it was Notting Hill's carnival that day! Street near my hotel were all crowded, but at least nobody asked me why I was dressed up! I also treated myself with a bubble tea on my way back, which was delicious!
I don't exactly remember what I did back at the hotel (I was so tired...) I think I called my mom and then took a shower. I couldn't believe the event was over already... I had to pack my stuff again which took my a while and then I went to bed. It was an amazing weekend. I am glad I spent it with my dear Rosalynn ♥ I missed her a lot, as our relationship went a bit down after my father's passing (mostly because of me and my erratic behaviour back then). It just felt so good to have her around again, take pictures for each other and together and just talk like we always did! Thank you so much for all of that, Rosalynn! ♥
My event partner ♥ Thank you Rosalynn!
Thanks also to everyone who has read this entry so far :) Hope you enjoyed my TPC Dream Masquerade Carnival event reports!
Ahhh I'm finally fighting my laziness and starting to write this entry. Well, I say laziness, but my health has not been the best these last few months and I feel VERY tired. I can sleep up to 12 hours a day (yep, that actually means half of a day) and still go to work the rest of the time. Dream Masquerade Carinval event was AMAZING and I had such a great time, but it was also very tiring and nerve-wracking. I'll try my best to remember everything I did in London but I am sure that I already forgot many things... Anyway, here we go!!!
I actually arrived in London on friday August 25. I was by myself as my friend Marie-Lou, who was supposed to come with me at first, couldn't take any vacations and had to cancel. It made me quite nervous to go alone and I hesitated cancelling everything myself too... I was tired, mentally not at my best, didn't know what to wear and didn't want to feel lonely... but in the other hand, I was dying to meet Kira Imai who is one of my absolute favourite illustrators and of course to see many dear friends again! So in the end, I was brave enough to go! GO ME!
I arrived at Heathrow airport and went to my hotel in Kensington. I rested for a bit and then went on my way to Leicester Square and Chinatown to have lunch in my favourite dumplings restaurant. (You have to know that I have a real love for dumplings since I travelled to Taiwan. Dumplings are life, dumplings are love. I could only feed myself with dumplings.) I really enjoyed it! I also had a delicious milk tea with my lunch and it was heaven :')
I visited Chinatown and found a place called Swiss Court! It was so funny to see all the Swiss cantons' flags! I am from Bernese origins but was actually born in Geneva... can you guess which flags are they?
Mandatory picture of the gate!
Dumplings & milk tea! I enjoyed my lunch so much ♥
Do you know the different Swiss flags?
I then went shopping on Oxford street (found a cute t-shirt in Primark and a long-sleeved shirt in another shop that I had never heard of before). I also tried to change my 5 pounds notes as the ones I had were obsolete but with no luck. Cool I have now money I can't use.
Nothing special for this day. I was tired after shopping, so I went back to my hotel and went to bed quite early. I knew the Dream Masquerade Carnival main event would be very long and tiring so I wanted to be prepared and rested!
I woke up quite early on saturday (thank you jet-lag) and spent some hours in bed checking Facebook and Instagram on my phone. I also called my mom to wish her a happy birthday (I felt a bit bad not being at home for her birthday, but I gave her a card before leaving that she had to wait for her actual birthday to read).
Around 9:30 I decided it was time to get dressed. I opened my suitcase to take all my accessories and clothes when I realized I forgot my donut at home. Yeah you know, a donut, that thing that helps you making the perfect bun with your hair. Basically the only thing I REALLY needed. I started to panic and to curse myself. Why didn't I check my outfit the day before?! I could have bought another one on Oxford Street. Stupid, stupid, stupid me!!! Well, I started to think about doing another hairstyle, but you have to know that my hair is really thin and hard to style and nothing was working. I decided I had to go outside to try to find a donut. I quickly put jeans and a t-shirt on and went to check the shops nearby. I didn't find any donut of course, but I found some headbands and bought them. Better than nothing. I ran back to the hotel. It was already way past 10:00 and I was SUPER late. Fortunately, the headbands rolled together helped me to make a nice bun, so I could quickly do my make up and finish dressing up. I left the hotel around 10:30, almost crying because of all the anxiety (I hate to be late) and went on my way to the event which was starting at 11:00 for silver tickets holders, like me. Fortunately my outfit was quite simple and it didn't take me long to put everything on. After hesitating a lot about what to wear, I ended up choosing my beloved Sugar Pansy OP in a white and yellow outfit with touches of lavender and pink. It was really simple, but totally me and I felt great in it!
♥ Angelic Pretty Sugar Pansy ♥
Barrette: Angelic Pretty
Pansy Hairclip: Offbrand (bought on Etsy) Bolero: Offbrand OP: Angelic Pretty Brooch: Vintage Socks: Angelic Pretty Shoes: BodylineBracelets: Claire's Wristcuffs: Angelic Pretty & Chocomint Rings: Maison de Julietta & Zygomatics
My bun wasn't so bad in the end, uh?
After a ride in the London Tube, I finally arrived and quickly spotted my dear friend Rosalynn outside the venue which really relieved me. I felt the anxiety going away and I started to enjoy the day. I was so happy to see old friends again and to meet some new ones. We had to wait outside for a bit and then we could enter the venue.
We all got a tote bag with lots of goodies inside(including an amazing Angelic Pretty mug!) and we could then enter the place. Rosalynn and I had to get organized a bit. We already had a lot of things to carry... I suddenly spotted Maki and Asüka coming and I quickly told Rosalynn to take a picture with them! We were a bit disappointed not to be able to take a picture with them at the Angelic Pretty tea party in Paris, so we HAD to have a picture this time and here was our chance! They were kind enough to pose with us, even if they actually were on their way to do something I think. They are very patient and kind! So first mission of the day was a success: we had our picture with Maki and Asüka.
So happy to have a picture with Maki & Asüka ♥
We then went upstairs to check the different rooms. Rosalynn wanted to go to the Angelic Pretty room first, so that's where we went. OK, let's get serious: the Tea Party Club did an incredible job with this event!!! They even created the most amazing backdrop I had ever seen! Perfect spot to take pictures! Official photographers were also always around to take pictures. We could have a drink too and take stupid pictures at the photobooth! I loved that room, It was my favourite I think! Rosalynn and I were a bit overwhelmed by everything we could see and didn't know where to start. As Maki was around, we took some pictures with her again. There also was Kira Imai stall, but she wasn't there for now so we decided to come back later. Too many things were going on, too many stalls to check, too many people to meet! I was feeling a bit too much excited!
Rosalynn is so cute on this picture! ;__;
We also met with Nicole again! I was soooooo happy to see her again, after 3
years! We went together to the Angelic Pretty tea party in Tokyo in 2014
and had an amazing time so I was so glad she came all the way to
London! I gave her some Swiss chocolates as a gift and we took a picture
together too! Yay!
So happy to see Nicole again!
It was almost time for the Q&A with Angelic Pretty so we went to the main hall (which was amazing by the way!) to take a seat. We also took some outfit pictures. Lots of Lolita started to arrive as bronze tickets holders could enter now too. Maki and Asüka went on stage, I quickly took some pictures of them and then Rosalynn and I left. We wanted to check the stalls easily while everybody was at the Q&A.
We first went back to Kira Imai's stall and it was the best idea ever! There was only a girl at the stall, so we had plenty of space and time to talk with Kira Imai! I was so nervous because I actually had a gift for her: one of my original painting, a card explaining that I also was an illustrator and some Swiss chocolates. She was really kind and thanked me for the gift. She even asked if it was OK for her to keep my painting as it was something really precious she said. I said that I would be honoured for her to have it of course!!! I bought some more cards and goodies and then asked her to sign a card I brought from home and a book I bought during my last trip in Japan. She was really surprised I had the book and asked me where I got it! I then politely asked if it was OK to take a picture together, with her face hidden of course and she especially asked people to respect her privacy. I was totally OK with that of course and we went to take a picture together, both hiding our faces... and honestly that makes the cutest picture ever! Haha! I love it and will keep it preciously! I think at that moment, Rosalynn lost me for a minute as I was dying of happiness. Kira Imai is a total sweetheart and I even love her more now, she is the best ♥
Cutest picture with one of my favourite artists ♥
I then browsed the Angelic Pretty stall. Nothing really caught my eyes, but I still bought a small Fantasic Dolly pouch, as I never have enough pouches and Fantasic Dolly is one of my favourite prints ♥ I will use it a lot, to carry make up or small accessories so it was a good buy!
There were still like 4 rooms we needed to check so we went on our way. I was especially excited to check Triple Fortune's stall. They always have the most amazing bonnets and let's face it: we all love BABI and Kaie who are angels sent from heaven. Rosalynn immediately fell in love with a gorgeous pink hat and bought it. It was made for her, really! I bought tights myself, with a beautiful flower print, that I can't wait to wear!
BABI & Kaie kindly accepted to take a picture with me and I think you can see that I was like screaming internally XD I was just sooooo happy!
I think you can read 'Awwwwww' on my face!
Ayumi Watanabe from Rose Marie Seoir is also a cutie!
In this room we also met my dear Swiss fellow Lolita friend Lea, who was wearing a cute bright red outfit! We chatted for a bit and she asked me to take pictures of her outfit (I always like to take pictures for other Lolitas, especially when they tell me they always love how they look on my pictures!). I also met Ada and her husband again. Oh dear, Ada always has the most perfect outfit with a quirky twist that I love! It is really HER style and it always amazes me! I can't believe I already met her more than 7 years ago :o and she had been one of my biggest inspirations since then!
Lovely Lea ♥ She is wearing the Swiss colours! Haha
Ada & I ♥
Oh god... That entry is already so long... but we're not even at the half of the day. I think it was lunch break at that time, but we weren't actually that hungry so Rosalynn and I stayed inside. We went back to the main hall to reserve some seats for the fashion show. Rosalynn wanted to film it, so she wanted to have a good spot! First was the indie brands fashion show! There were many beautiful looks, too many actually, so I will only post pictures of my favourites!
My dear Pom modelling for Fidel David!
Another gorgeous look by Fidel David!
Peacockolorum!
Heaven's Atrium!
We then had a break for.... cake!!!! Wahhhh! We all sang happy birthday to the Tea Party Club for their 10 years and then could have a delicious piece of cake. Yum! It was a bit hard to eat without a spoon or fork ( I even dropped some cream on the beautiful carpet... oops, sorry...) but I managed.
It was now time for the brands fashion show! I fell in love with one of Angelic Pretty's new print: Lovely Shopping! It featured cosmetics and Valentine's Day-like items on the print and I loved it! I loved it even more when I discovered that there would be a grey colourway and actually bought it last week when it was released :)
Triple Fortune!
Atelier Pierrot! That dress is GORGEOUS!
Fell in love with Lovely Shopping print ♥
After the fashion show, we went to take some pictures with our friends Poppy, Petra and Pom. One of the official photographers was also kind enough to take a picture of all of us together!
Poppy was wearing a very sweet outfit with her yellow Milky Planet JSK and I was dying to have a picture with her as we were matching in yellow! I love Poppy's style, she is always so inspiring especially with her hairstyles!
I think we then went back to check all the stalls we hadn't browsed yet. We also stumbled upon Cadney! Did I tell you how excited I was to meet Cadney? No? It was very special to me as, as you know, she's from Canada and I'm from Switzerland. What were the chances we could actually meet one day? I had brought Swiss chocolates for her too and I think she liked them :) I hope so at least! I was a bit disappointed, as I was planning to wear my Sugar Hearts OP for the event first but decided for Sugar Pansy at the last moment... and now I saw Cadney wearing her beautiful Sugar Hearts JSK! I could have twinned with her ;___; That would have totally been a Lolita achievement! Haha
Is that picture even real? What a dream come true ♥
I was getting tired, so I don't exactly remember what we did next? I think it was time for the Fashion Fix in which Rosalynn was participating! She was really excited about it and let me tell you: she totally rocked it!!!! She was fierce and funny and pretty! She asked me to film that moment for her and I did my best, so I hope she has a nice memory of this moment! I have a big smile on my face right now writing about it, she was really on fire!..... but honestly... I didn't get a thing of what that game actually was? Hahaha. ANYWAY, in the end Rosalynn got to have a Kabedon with Triple Fortune! How lucky!!! And of course I was the official filmmaker and photographer to immortalize the moment.
BABI & Kaie also played during the Fashion Fix!
Ok, are you still reading? Here's a cookie for you if you kept reading until now, but I'm not finished yet! Next was the 10 years of Angelic Pretty fashion show. I had high hopes for this show but in the end it was a bit disappointing. I thought Maki and Asüka would talk about the prints or something, but nope. Also, that was basically the only moment we could see Risa Nakamura. I was super happy to see my friend Lea modelling though! She wore 'La Princesse Sucre' dress, which is a collaboration with Kira Imai, and she was absolutely gorgeous in it! ♥ You go, Lea!!!
All the models of the 10 years of Lolita fashion show!
At that time, I started feeling really bad. Physically and emotionnally. I received some concerning messages from work and I felt like shit and helpless... It even went worse later... but first it was time for the raffle. I wasn't really focused and there was some trouble with the tickets (there were 2 kinds of tickets, one with a green border and one without and they both had the same numbers which made everything complicated). The staff was a bit confused at first, but they handled the situation like pros and gave new tickets to all the people who had a border ticket. I didn't win anything, but some of the prizes were really great!
The day was slowly coming to an end and maybe it was a bit too much for me. I was so anxious and tired that I actually started crying :( I couldn't help it but felt like shit. Fortunately, Rosalynn was really kind and helped me going through it. We still had the group picture to take anyway, so no time to cry!!!
It was now time to leave. I probably didn't say hi or goodbye to many people and I am sorry if you spotted me and I didn't talk to you. I think that was the biggest event I ever went to and it was a bit triggering for my anxiety. I helped Rosalynn to change in casual clothes to have dinner with a friend and then we went outside. We said goodbye (only until tomorrow) and I went on my way back to the hotel. I was surprised by how polite people in London are! Noboby was rude or stared at me. I have been alone in Lolita in Paris and I can tell you: I always walk fast in Paris XD Not that I'm scared, but still... In London people are more decontracted I would say? I got lots of compliments, and a guy even told me I looked like a queen!
When I arrived at the hotel, I said a big FUCK to my petticoat and quickly went to take a shower. I ended the day by calling my mom again, having dinner which consisted of a sandwich and checking news on my phone. With the jet-lag helping, I went to bed early again.
It was a crazy day. Full of emotions, stress, joy, tears and strain but it was worth it! Definitely one of the best events I ever went to! ♥ Thank you a million time to the Tea Party Club for all the hard work to make this event real and million thanks to all my friends and especially to Rosalynn who was my partner in crime ♥
By the way, Rosalynn made a great video of this day! Go and watch it!
